Being far from our dear love, is not that fun. I'll stay strong for you :)

Dec 29, 2012

Jangan kesah sal apa za rasa kinek kay?

Assalammualaikum.. :') 
  Tadik accy ada whatsapp! :') yay nang yay. haha but, it doesnt turn up pretty well. hm, idk what to do to ignore this feelings. but yeah. let me pendam myself :') ouk kinek tok biar hal azza sorang untuk pendam rasa azza! and accy iboh mintak maaf kay? :) accy mok tauk apa azza expect today? A WHATSAPP from you. then, yeah. i got a whatsapp from youu. azza happy alu. but then, im the one who tegur you first, and then.. accy padah cy maseh kecik hati. hm za mintak maaf. 

  if cy rasa azza salah za lambat balit. biar cy salahkan azza. accy mok tauk pahal azza lambat? first of all, azza ada gi satu tempat tok sayang.. tempat tengok sculpture orang famous famous ya tek.. mama mok pergi siya, pasya then.. tempat mok baris siya. panjang alu. azza pun sik tauk cmnie nak describe panjang nya. panjang alu jak.. hmm almost half day za kat siya.. lepas ya.. kakak azza demam lepas habis tengok sculpture and nya nak makan, gi lah kedai and makan. and then berapa jam dah siya. and then mama dah mok balit bawak kakak. but then, last last babah ngan mama jadi gaduh udah. sebab mama bergaut mok balit. so, azza pun diam jak lah. azza pkai earphone and bukak lagu besar besar. azza pun diam diam nangis jak lah nak. pasya babah sik dulik kakak za sakit. then terus mok gi kedak hard rock.. mok beli baju lah tek. but then, lamak lah sidak pilih baju kan? :') pasya. berapa lamak dah ya. azza sambil jalan time parents za gaduh ya.. time za jalan, za cakap.. "accy, azza mintak maaf banyak banyak kinek tok.. azza sik pat polah apa apa gik. parents azza dah gaduh, and then. i cant do anything to go back home. azza mintak maaf :'( azza mok cy tauk yang za sayang alu ngan accy.. azza doa yang accy cepat sihat. za sik dapat balit awal. im sorry gilak gilak" psya, dah before kul 12 jam msia, za pikir dah mok balit. but then, mama gik nak beli kasut kay kakak za. pasya. i got a text from you, and you said.. accy sikdapat guna internet gik. and cy padah cy sanggup tunggu za smpai kinek walaupun cy time keadaan demam kedak tok. accy mok tauk apa jadi kat za time za baca? azza ternangis.. azza diam. lepas ya, sidak dah bayar. and you know? azza jalan kaki balit rumah ngan family za. za cuba cepat. but za terlambat.. sambil za jalan, za padah gik.. "za harap alu jak you still have internet before i go to airport! but yeah, i cant have that. azza rindu accy gilak gilak. rindu alu jak. rindu alu alu. accy sik tauk cmnie rasa rindu za kinek tok. azza sik kesah pasal azza sedih atau rindu tok, azza harap sayang cepat sembuh.. azza mok cy sihat :'( azza mok cy sembuh. za risau tengok cy sakit" and tears fall from my eyes.. agik, za sampai hotel sorang. then za gi bilit. za smpai bilit. za lompat atas katil and za nangis. sepanjang malam, azza nangis. nangis alu :') haha. do you know how long i cry? i guess, sikpa jak sayang.. hmm, i hope sayang would understand if i tell you that. but for me, it's to late to tell all this to you. tpi za just diam, and let it be my fault. AND ACCY IBOH MINTAK MAAF mun cy rasa salah okay? biar za pendam rasa za tok tek.. 

  and then, just now i got whatsapp from you. yeah. im happy. but you're not. accy kecik hati ngan azza. azza mintak maaf. za rasa bersalah. and za sik kesah apa sebenarnya sebab azza lambat.. hmm accy, azza mintak maaf sebab azza sik teman accy malam tadik. you know what's my feeling? im missing you so much :'( do you even know that? azza rindu mok dengar suara accy. then za just diam jak. azza mintak maaf sebab za lambat balit. azza bena bena mintak maaf. 

  tadik accy marah azza sebab gambar azza ya.. azza kecik hati and ambik hati apa accy madah. azza sik kedak ya bha! azza sikda niat pun ya. azza sikda niat pun apa cy madah ya tadik. SIKDA NIAT!! Azza tauk, azza sakit, sedih dengar apa cy madah ya. but za pikir gik, biar za pendam rasa kecik hati azza. sebab azza tauk azza salah, and accy sik akan kesah pasal perasaan azza. azza pikir you would also think about my feelings after that, but no. azza tauk apa cy madah ya betul. so, biar azza pendam. azza mok madah thank you sebab sedarkan azza, cara azza bergambar. azza bersyukur azza ada gerek kedak accy :') azza sayang alu ngan accy!! azza tauk azza salah. sebab apa cy madah ya bena.. thanks sayang, untuk berani tegur azza. azza bena padah tok seikhlas hati azza, yang azza happy ada gerek kedak accy! yang berani tegur kesalahan azza. 

  thanks sayang! :') i love you and i miss you so much.. i hope accy dah sihat! :) sayang, take care kay sayang? hmm za harap ada wifi kat airport. azza gi awal kat airport. maybe cy just guna wifi jak tadik. sikpa lah. tke care of yourself lah kay sayang? remember that i love you so much! za mintak maaf sayang :( for all my mistakes to you.. za sayang ngan accy.. azza mintak maaf. :( hmm accy boh kesah pasal apa za rasa kay? and boh mintak maaf :) azza salah. so, azza deserve this. sikpa kay sayang? azza sayang alu ngan accy. thank you sebab tegur azza. just please, za sayang ngan cy! :') muaahh :* tke care. za gi airport awal. :/ hmm.. love youu..