Today is a fairytale. I couldn't compare. That I really feel so alone today. I really feel like I miss him so much. I feel like we didn't even contact with each other for one day :'( it just makes me really miss him. We had a fight. And it's my mistake for always making things worst. I don't know what to say to myself. He seems like his giving up with my attitude :( i just dont want him to not accept me for who I am. I just want to let you know, if you're reading this.
Azza mok padah, azza mintak maaf ngan semua kesalahan azza. Semua perangai teruk azza. Azza just leep berharap yang sayang sik akan pernah fdup with my attitude. I know, azza selalu polah salah ngan accy. Azza mintak maaf untuk semua ya sayang. Semua benda yang accy suruh, azza akan polah sayang. Azza sik ungkitkan pasal accy sik reply azza ya sayang. Tapi tadik pagi, sayang sik gerakkan azza pun at 9 o'clock here. Azza sedih tambah gik pasya kita macam sik contact pasya. Azza rasa macam za sorang dirik. Azza cerita pasal, za rasa kenak push. And everythings turn out wrong. I shouldn't tell you how I feel :( i just shouldn't because it just makes things worst. I'm sorry for all my mistakes. I know I'm always the one who makes stupid mistakes and I'm sorry. Accy, i just hope you will get well soon :'( because azza sik dapat tengok sayang sakit. Azza mintak maaf pasal semua tok. Azza tauk, azza bukan gerek yang bagus sebab asyik polah masalah. Azza sayangkan accy and selalu utamakan accy lok. Sayang sikpat halang za ya sayang. Accy sikpat, sebab azza terlalu sayangkan accy. Azza berharap yang azza dapat dengar suara sayang malam tok, but mun za sikpat, maybe hari lain. Azza mintak maaf untuk semua kesalahan bodoh azza. Azza sayangkan Accy. And iboh maafkan azza kay? And sayang boh mintak maaf ngan azza. Semua nok accy padah tadik benar, walaupun semua ya polah air mata za mengalir. Za sedar, za patut terimak ya. Sayang, good morning. And i will always love you. Azza harap sayang tauk, yang azza sik bermaksud untuk polah masalah. Azza harap sayang selalu ingat yang azza sayang accy sorang. Hm kinek sayang tertidur gik? Hmm sikpa mun sayang tertidur, maybe effect ubat. Za sayang ngan cy alu alu jak. Za minta maaf :( za mohon supaya tetap terimak azza sebagai gerek accy. Walaupun mun cy bencik perangai za. Azza tauk, za selalu polah salah. :( za mintak maaf. Good morning sayang. Azza bena bena rindu accy.
